Every day is so packed full of speakers and debate, it seems like I can’t possibly begin to write about everything I want to tell you. Today, though, things are pretty much superseded by the fact that we voted on the social statement on human sexuality: it passed, 676-338. If you’re doing that math, that means 66.67% voted yes, which is the exact percentage needed for a social statement to be approved.
I’m somewhat still processing the decision. It’s funny; this vote is the main reason I wanted to come to Churchwide in the first place, but I have a habit of trying to think thinks through very logically and reasonably, so I didn’t realize how emotionally invested I was in this decision until the silent prayer before the vote. I was actually thinking about the rest of the statement at that point, not the heavily debated section on homosexuality, but on human sexuality in general, that is it a good thing and that sexuality is a gift for building relationships based on trust. I’ve referenced the social statement in discussions with friends at MIT about religion, relationships, and how the Lutheran church treats same-sex relationships, and I actually know at least a couple people who have read the social statement. As I sat there, I was suddenly struck by the thought, “What do I tell people back at MIT if the social statement isn’t approved?” Which, okay, is probably a bit unusual, and not what most people would consider to be the most important, but somehow that was the question that really drove it home for me. I’m still working out why exactly it hit me so hard, but I think it’s because I keep hearing about the need for the church to live up to the evangelical part of its name, and that is difficult for me; I’ve tended to keep the church part of my life neatly contained, and it keeps leaking out and disrupting other conversations and parts of my life. (I’ve been told this is a sign that I need to figure out what God’s calling me to do and stop trying to ignore him; I think they’re right, but we can leave this discussion for another time (i.e. when I stop ignoring it).)
Around 4:45, I think it was, we had just finished up the college corporation meetings and Bishop Hanson moved to extend the afternoon plenary from 5:45 to 6:30, in an effort to fit in more discussion on the social statement and the amendments to the social statement. There was some initial confusion and disagreement on how to vote on the amendments (we were in the middle of them), but we finally ended up voting to adopt the ad hoc committee’s recommendations on all remaining amendments, which effectively meant that they would all be rejected, since the ones the committee had recommended to adopt had already been voted on. We returned to discussion of the social statement; at least 50 people were standing at the microphones to speak, but unexpectedly, at least to me, someone called the question fairly quickly. We voted to end debate. We had a moment of silent prayer, then one of the member of the Church Council led us in prayer. We voted using little handheld voting machines, as we’ve done for every vote. We waited with bated breath as the timer ran out on the bottom of the screen, then Bishop Hanson said, “Well, I’m going to show you the results, but–I’m not going to declare the vote yet, you’ll see why.” The bar graph with yes and no appeared on the screen with the percentages and numbers of votes: 66.67% (676) to 33.33% (338). I’m pretty sure everyone was stunned at just how close it was; everyone can truly say that their vote mattered. If anyone in the room had voted differently, things would be very different. But 2/3 is 2/3; Bishop Hanson declared that the social statement was approved, the assembly applauded, and we moved on. (Not entirely without some effort to make sure the vote was counted correctly, asking if it was in order to vote a second time, etc, but not as much as might have occured.)
I have no fancy words about God’s grace touching the assembly, only a brief glimpse of my thoughts and impression of the vote. (At least, nothing’s coming to mind, but it is midnight after a very long day.) Hopefully this helps someone out there reading this, though there is so much going through my mind right now, I could type/talk to you all day and I’m still not sure I could communicate everything I want to about this assembly.
Ironically (or perhaps significantly), a tornado swept through Minneapolis while we were debating this afternoon. It passed by the street on one end of the conference center in which we sat, snapping the steeple of the church next door and grabbing tables sitting on a small plaza there and depositing them on the conference center roof. Thankfully, no one was hurt, and somehow, the tables completely missed the wall of windows on that side of the plaza. By the time we finished voting and left the hall, the tornado was over.
Other things of note today (in no particular order besides as they appear in my sleep-fogged brain):
- report of the secretary (which I quite enjoyed)
- report of the treasurer (which was quite good, though I didn’t find it as interesting, but I think that’s just me)
- greeting from the new president of the Lutheran Youth Organization
- presentation from the Lutheran Youth Convocation (definitely worth watching if the video’s up)
- greeting from a chaplain from the US Navy (I, uh, don’t remember his name, but he was great)
- nominating ballot for vice president
- passed the recommendation on HIV/AIDS Strategy Funding (raise $10 million in the next 3 years); passed 884-41
- passed most of the recommendations of the Memorials committee
Um. There may be more, but it’s not coming to mind. Looking ahead, the big things for tomorrow are a quasi committee of the whole to begin discussing changing the ministry policies and considering a full communion agreement with the Methodist church. Also amendments to the Constitution, Bylaws, and Continuing Resolutions, which includes a great one encouraging more youth/young adult involvement. In the very near future, though, the main thing is sleep.